Grateful and Bittersweet

Ever since February 9th, the images and memories of what I was doing one year ago have been constantly in the back of my mind.  One year ago I got on a plane to fly to New Zealand… one year ago I met my flatmates… one year ago today I had my first class at the University of Canterbury… one year ago I was kayaking in Akaroa.  The nostalgia has taken on a different tone since last week when a 6.3-magnitude earthquake hit Christchurch.  It was weird hearing the news about a place I know so well from the other side of the world.  Most people in Chch are still without power and water so it was six days before I heard from everyone I know there.  While it’s wonderful that all my friends are safe and sound, it doesn’t lessen the awful state that our city is in right now, or all those people who are still unaccounted for.  The death toll is at 161 and rising, and there’s been a reported $12 billion in damage, including the collapsed steeple of the beautiful historic Christchurch cathedral.  There’s still a lot of heartache going on there and the Kiwis could use all the thoughts and prayers they can get.  The majority of the international students studying at UC (including two from Geneseo) are being sent home to the States or transferred to Victoria University of Wellington or the University of Otago in Dunedin for the semester.  And today, I found out the worst news of all.  No but really, that’s awful.

Sorry to be so glum, but it’s been a bizarre situation to react to and I’ve finally gotten to a point where I can make sense about it.  I know it seems counterintuitive, but this only makes me more eager to get back to Chch.  I’m missing my home…

On a happier yet related note, this past weekend I saw Chelsea for the first time since we left New Zealand almost eight months ago!  It was wonderful and refreshing to talk about NZ to someone who feels exactly the same way (of course that’s you too, Erika!), and nice to officially establish our friendship as global!  I was so, SO lucky with the flatmates I got there, and having seen two of them back in the States so far, I know it wasn’t only the magic of flat O119 that made us so close!  Anyway enough random NZ musings… this week tired my brain out and I’m not being coherent.  I’ll leave you with happy pictures šŸ™‚

Lake Tekapo, NZ – March 2010
Rexford, NY – February 2011

We love to hug and wear gray sweatshirts.

I’m Not There

Kia ora koutou – I’m back and blogging stateside!  This is a novel experience.

I wasn’t quite sure what to do with this blog after I got back from New Zealand.  My mom told me to keep writing in it, my dad told me to at least wrap it up, but the Kiwi part of me didn’t want it to seem so final.  So the blog just sort of trailed off into nothingness… until now.

It’s been the classic return-from-study-abroad experience.  New Zealand is all I want to talk about, but understandably not all everyone wants to hear about.  I look at my pictures about as often as I eat or sleep.  But I think I’ve found a more constructive outlet for my nostalgia: I’ve chosen NZed as the topic of my honors capstone thesis.  It’s still sort of free-form, but the end result is going to be a significant amount of writing – hopefully sort of a travelogue thing.  My project mentor is an anthro professor at Geneseo, so I’m also planning on incorporating a lot of information about the Māori culture and its presence in New Zealand.  My resolve to tell people about this truly amazing culture was strengthened this week when seniors had a meeting with the director of the honors program about our capstone projects.  After explaining my project and my hope to focus on the relatively unknown Māori culture, she replied, “Well… it’s not like you went to Kenya.”  Case in point, Dr. Ignoramus.  Case in point.

This blog isn’t only going to be about New Zealand anymore; there are other things in my life.  But hopefully it will be a way to still talk about it when the mood strikes me, and other people can much more easily avoid reading this blog than they can talking to me in person if they’re not feeling Kiwi-inclined.  Everybody wins!  Maybe remembering it this way will help me with my project.  Other than that, this will partially be just a normal blog.  I haven’t really done that before… unless you count the LiveJournal I had in ninth grade, but I didn’t mention much in that other than how much I loved Moulin Rouge and how much I hated history class.  I’d like to think my priorities have changed since then, however slightly.  Let the experiment begin!

The Excitement Never Ends!

Mikaela and I are down three flatmates and having a super lonely last night in O119 – right now, we’re in the gump eating mango sorbet and watching Iron Man 2 – but we just received a little ray of sunshine in the form of a tixt missage from Chelsea, who’s currently awaiting her connecting flight to LAX.  I quote:

“Bret from Flight of the Conchords was just spotted in the Auckland airport!”

THIS IS NOT A DRILL.  She is there.  He is there.  I am not there but I’m at least in the same country.  Before I got here, when I still knew basically nothing about New Zealand, the only thing I really wanted to accomplish was finding Bret and Jemaine.  This is probably as close as I’m going to get, and at this point, I’m willing to compromise.  Thanks, NZed – we’re going out with a bang!

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